| at the time being i am at a dangerously anomic state. i think i could have predicted it happening this way, but that doesn't make it any less scary. i think i have changed in a bad way and i don't think this endeavor represents me anymore, unfortunately. which works out fine, since nobody does xanga anymore. so tah for now!
back in the day i think i was immature in the most conspicuous way, but pretty mature in the ways that mattered. now i'm just a piece of shit.
so for the moment i'm striving for that past ideal. wish me luck!
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